still Alive?????????
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Daunt from my hidden feelings
But never hesitated to face,
It’s like a rapture that turns my world goes round.
Can’t elucidate this knack I received,
Why is this happening to me?
This puerile mind lost its innocence
Once I met a stranger
…And it’s you.
Wherever I go, I see you everywhere,
What a comely feeling is this?
I used to feign,
That you’re just a friend,
But deep inside, truth never denied,
My mouth goes mute,
This heart desist from beating,
My body languishes,
At the time I felt your presence contiguous from mine.
Oh, I never felt this feeling before…
Is this what they called love or just an infatuation?
For I don’t know what love meant to me,
What love meant to be?
But all I know is you’re my Secret Love
And you are the secret of my life…
Is this called Love?
When I don’t even think of you
My heart demands only for you
My mind feels you are the one
In me I am sure there is none
We met so many times
Every time I see positive signs
A nice exchange in looks
That brings in me ton of shocks
Feeling is really beyond words
I feel you in all my nodes
You are a pole star
Near you I feel so far
I have no dare to propose
The feeling you have, will averse
I wait to see on your way
When you walk in I run away
I feel in your presence a trouble
My heartbeat goes double
My feeling to you is more a pebble
Please don’t think my feeling as rubble
There are more emotions
Than you see in me actions
I may be with you silent
Listen to the songs from my heart
Your thoughts make my mind slide
Even known words will go hide
Can you please be my side?
For that I can take a long bide
I want to tell you many things
Feel to take you to sky with wings
Don’t take my heart very light
I cannot bear without your sight
You may find like me many guys
True heart in me that shines
When you say yes
I can never miss
I may not be handsome
I am sure to be worth some
I can wait for ages
And can hold your rages
I thought about you yesterday
And tears ran down my face
As I remembered all the memories
That can never be erased
Though it was two years ago
Every now and then
Something makes me think of you
And of what might have been
I remember all the good times
The laughter and the tears
Memories that warm my heart
When I look back on those happy years
But every time I remember
My heart begins to ache
Those special times weren't real for you
Your smile was just a fake
You thought that no one loved you
Your heart was breaking inside
Your soul was crying tears
That you tried so desperately to hide
And then I remember that morning
The words ring in my head
"Sit down, we have bad news for you,
Keri, Devin's dead"
I wept so bitterly over you
I cried for your hurt inside
I knew it was no accident
I knew you committed suicide
I cried that you had hurt so much
And cried that you died alone
I cried because I blamed myself
I cried because I should have known
It's been a couple years
I get stronger as time goes by
I try to put the past behind me
And forget that you chose to die
But then something makes me think of you
And of that tragic day
And I still remember
Remember like it was yesterday
Alone in hell, I have nowhere to turn
Memories of you, my love you spurn
Unseen forces brought us together
My heart is scarred, broken forever
In my dreams, I feel your touch
My heart is full, never so much
Time heals all wounds, this is a lie
My soul is lost, wanting to die
With broken pieces, I shall carry on
Crying forever with what's left undone
Those simple words confuse me.
For I thought I knew what they meant.
Until I lost and won some,
My love today is for rent.
I love you.
Those simple words I know so well.
I wish for you to know.
That just liking someone is so different.
So I will say it real slow.
I L O V E Y O U
Those are the words of a million feelings.
My hopes and dreams and joys.
Little girls writing love letters.
Chasing after boys.
I…L…O…V…E…Y…O…U
Those are the words that I say to you.
I whisper them to your heart.
You turn and look back at me.
I loved you from the start.
by Kasara Miller
I know i loved u with all my heart
And if i didnt i wouldn't be here now
Although i dont love u all that much
I still need you more than ever
I cant ever be with u
Cuz u dont love me the way i love u